† Wonderland †

I was pulled then I followed.
Yanked my chain as you became a madman on the quest for fame.

Left my throne, tossed my crown.
Ran away from the palace because I wanted to be more like that blonde chick they call Alice.

And oh my, that land was filled with wonder.
Sandstorms and love tsunamis.
Pussies that talked back and batshit crazy, druggie kamikazes.

I acclimated quite nicely.
Set up shop, connected dots, and relished in the fact that once again I could hear love's thoughts.
I knew shit was crazy, and I didn't care.
I would have walked straight into hell if I knew that He resided there.

But see, the one I loved couldn't hack it.
Forced me to stand by and watch as he smoked that dank, sipped that drink, and swallowed those beans.
In this Wonderland of the free, his pipe replaced all and really how mad could I be?
I was the one that left my land, left my throne and said 'No longer am I Queen.'

Weightless with no crown, I floated as a commoner.
Followed my love through breakdowns, binges, and wandering eyes.
But somehow that deep soul voice kept telling me that I was his one and only real prize.

Mama please help me in this land because that voice just can't be wrong.

I feel what I feel,I know what I know.
But still if I see that mothaf*cka named Cupid, I'm beating the shit out of him then stomping on his bow.

He's been known to make mistakes.
Now I'm love stung from that arrow and the poison has seeped deeper.
Took a wrong turn, got high and dumb off of this ether.

So now I look for that one that can suck the poison out.
They call him the shaman, the healer.
'Are you sure he can do what you say he can and he just isn't a really bomb ass dope dealer?'

"No little one, you are not allowed to do drugs here.
Just a lot of magic, a late rabbit, and the one you love's bad habits.

He's created this world and you let yourself fall right in.
We must admit that whenever you think about leaving, the Wonderland's lights flicker and dim.

So think long and hard of your departure.
Because once you leave you cannot return.
The Creator will make sure of it, every link to the other side will be burned.

Either choice is not wrong.
You will learn either way.
Whether weak or strong, whether you go or you stay.

So make the right choice for you.
Don't be hasty but don't take too long.
And remember...love can come again if you leave darkness and enter the land of the dawn."



JouJou Loves You